Betraying the Burnt Horizon

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K-chan loves volleyball so much she made the entire house watch the telecast VolleyBall World Cup 2011 during the primetime.

And I think everybody johnnys fan knew every 4 years-that particular event- on the Volley ball world cup there will be a new group debuting to sing the theme song to support the senshis

and this year’s support singer is

SEXY ZONE

yes I don’t know what is in old’man’s making a group of boys and made their name sexy zone. But nevertheless it had been a conversation topic among most people here-including my friends .One of the topic H-chan asked is; 

“Do you think Sexy Zone will be the next Arashi,or, Hey!Say!JUMP?”

….

I will leave that question to your personal answers,my friends.

But for now, I had a strange attraction in You Marius

yes he probably would have been in something something position in Japan search engine.yes he’s half germany,yes he’s just a 6th grader,yes he looks nervous all the time

i mean, THAT’S  WHY.

Anyway, pardon me for this post’s randomness.Just telling that probably will be some Marius spams in my blog for few moments.. until unspecified time limitations..

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Ah..the time is ticking so fast

I remember coming to the school i belong to now just as if it’s yesterday

But now , I had not more than a week to wrap it up

Probably I’ve told  about this-where I am and what I am doing right now- to put it simply, i’m in my pathway of my dream-a dream piled up since I was 5- To live and go to school like a normal Japanese kids, to actually experience life here. And Alhamdulillah thanks to Allah I can make it.It was like a dream. I went through a lot of stuff to get here and I went through a lot when I reached here as well.

I can still remember how I had a lot to think about and conflict with my parents

I can still remember how worried and scared i am, living alone knowing nobody.

I can still remember the time I wanted go home so bad

but things..change

I’ve done a lot of things here, Probably i am not very bright at the studies here-since I really don’t understand much of it- but I learned things. A LOT. I do so much things I haven’t done before, I looked at things I have never looked before, I eat foods I never ate before.things happen.And I don’t regret[much of it]

i wrote some kind of small journal here,I’ll probably post it someday.either here or someone else.oh, only God and my procrastination knows..

But every dream have an end. We’ll have to wake up and go back to reality right?sooner or later.

Today marks the beginning of my last week here-and tomorrow is the last day  I will stay in  K-chan’s house. i’ll miss everyone here. Y-chan, S-kun and Mama,and Papa too.. I can remember the first time I’m about to move here I randomly want to spend time at Gesshuku more.haha

I’ll want to make the most out of this visit. I want to enjoy it while I’m still here. until the very end :)

so yes~Thanks and Praises to God now I arrived safely in Morioka, Iwate ken

it’s been a long journey with long transits in hongkong and taipei with my fellow friends and teacher

but we arrived at Narita yesterday and heads to Morioka this morning..

I was really nervous,especially after finding out all of us will be separated to different houses. and finding out that my teacher lives far from each of us

when we arrived at school it was kind-a big school. we take a small tour around

then i met my host sister,she;s really nice, her name is Sumire, and after I tried to talk a bit with the best i can say( I lost my dictionary at the airport!) it seems that she is a smart student studying in a special course

but she’s an active kid< she’s really nice and says she likes johnnys~woo~ho hehe,and her sister kaede likes anime a lot. But I haven’t talk much with her 

I just realized that this family likes dog a lot-to which I am scared of. raised in a Muslim family, I was never able to touch any dog. their barks shocked me and make me scared.Boy,their voices are loud. And one time after I took a bath, their three dogs runs and barked at me-as they were released during I took a bath inside the house-. I almost cried when I was in the corner with 3 dogs barking at me.but the host mother takes them and ask me if I’m okay. I was too shocked but in the end I apologized to them for the situation ._.

i got my own room in their tatami room in the first floor.they say I can freely set it up for this mean time. I’ll probably put up a picture later.The rest of them sleeps upstairs-to which I haven’t seen any part of it

Ah~it’s really cold in here

Kaede and Sumire wears long jumper but I only wore a t shirt.. and I decided to put longer clothes on after

uaa~it’s really com..my hands are freezing as I typed right now~ANd it’s getting late

i guess I’ll sleep now. Jya ne minna ..oyasumi

hoping for good things to happen tomorrow :)

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chirinadaisukichinen:

 

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At some part of my life, I sometimes think to myself “no matter how hard I’ve tried, I’ll always be number 2. always”

Every light, must have a shadow, And most of the time I feel like a shadow I can only follow and try to imitate  the greater power above it.

I don’t know,friends?

My thoughts recall back again to those moments in schools

Where I will have new friends

Where I will start my steps together

Where that person will gradually increase the speed..and outran me..

Where I always have to stand behind someone’s back

Once I was quite a bright student,not too much, but there’s someone in class even smarter than me. I was too young to actually understand that though

Or

I was a childhood friend of someone that’s really good in drawing cheerful and kind, even though at that time she have a strange disease only she knows. We were close friends.. no matter how hard I’ve tried I’ll never be like her. I believe her drawing from back then is still so much better than mine now.

Then I had a friend that is kind and pretty.she swore as a child that she’ll never like boys. But now, she grew up so beautiful,and brilliant. So brilliant that makes  any light lose it’s sparkle- mine too(though I doubt if I ever  had one). She can get probably any guy she wants.

Or a guy friend close to me. We were both just kids who want to have fun, dorks, probably. But then as time goes, we both have to grow up and pick our separate ways. Last time I saw him I don’t think he recognize me„nor do I actually hope so.. as he’s already greater than me..I guess

Every moments in my life, undoubtly I’ll always go trough that phase. I never liked it ,especially, when those bright people shining above me, being unsatisfied . Whenever I tried to do my best and got almost the same achievement-to them it’s not enough, they’ll want more..craving for more

Then there’s me.staring like a dumb person.

Here I am guys, The second, the Number two.

struggling to reach up high when the one up there don’t feel high enough.it hurts

doing that without realissing someone wants it more than you!

but I’ll try to do my best to rise and shine

though some people see it as forcing myself or whatever

to show the world what I can really do

Probably it’s my destiny

Like what the Oracle told Percy Jackson,

Or the prophecy of Harry Potter

It is my destiny..to be the second

But sometimes I do think to my self ..

God made number two„,so someone can be number one

Then probably there’s someone who needs me as the second

And if there is, I do thank God,

So here I am,guys, The second, the number two

Struggling hard to rise up and learn to love the fact that I am..

Thanks Allah for my destiny 

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the-absolute-funniest-posts:

thefrogman:

“Alright fellas, listen up. There is a new puppy in the house and he keeps biting my tail. This behavior can no longer be tolerated. Sure, today he is only biting MY tail. But you all have little tails as well. What’s to say that tomorrow he will not take aim at your wiggly butts? It’s only a matter of time.

We need to stand together. Strength in numbers. With my brains and your impenetrable shells, I know we can stand against this foe. Do not let his superior strength, speed, and large teeth instill you with fear. We are legion. We are warriors. I say RISE UP my turtle brethren. RISE UP and fear no more. OUR TAILS ARE NOT PLAYTHINGS. CRY HAVOC! …AND LET SLIP THE TURTLES OF WAR. 

Guys? Where are you going? Steve, c’mon. Dave? Dave, you’re with me, right? Ralph you bastard. I got you extra lettuce.”

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